I am starting to get to the place where I hate men.   What is wrong with men today.   They do not go to the doctor when they are ill they would rather let you be all worked up and worried about them?   They think they should be able to treat you any way they want but you can not treat them the same way.   Then there are the ones that want to control everything you do weather  it concerns them or not.   And speaking of things not concerning them what about the ones that have always got to know where you are going who you are talking to and what you are talking about.   I know this one guy he runs around stirring up drama with anyone stupid enough to listen to his gossip.    I was there one day when he told my neighbor something about one of her friends and she got mad.   When he left I said to her are you serious?  She would not do that.   I was annoyed with her believing the lie he told her about her friend.   I knew the girl he lied on well enough to know she would not do that so how the heck could she not know it was a lie.   She claimed she was the other girls best friend and yet she does not know her well enough to know a lie about her when she hears it.    

     I was talking to a friend tonight and he said he was having trouble breathing.   His health has not been well and he has been in the hospital a couple times for serious problems.    I am scared he is having a stroke and he will not go to the hospital.   I told him to call an ambulance and go.    I got the impression he is scared to go alone.   I know that feeling, but if it came to maybe having a stroke and not living anymore I want to think I would be able to get enough courage to go to the hospital.   Men make me so mad when they act like that.